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傻瓜, The last post.
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Sunday, May 23, 2010

Rolling in my bed
and pondering it for a few days, you might even say weeks.
I've finally decided to close this blog.
(Yes, this means no more posts)


No, it is definitely not because I dont have the time for it anymore
I have been quite free these few days actually, its just....
I dont see the point in doing it anymore.


"My blog is not for fame, it is my personal journal to remind the future me of my past."
Alexan Ong

That was my quotation and excuse for this blog.
But I guess its time to stop lying to myself.

This blog has always been more of a stress reliever rather than a hobby.
As you see, there are more posts that contains hints and clues than posts that contains things about my actual life.

Whenever I hate someone, I love someone, I care about someone, I hurt someone.
this is where I would place my message.
It is like a mailbox in the twenty-fifth century, hoping that one day, it's rightful recipient would get the message.


I wouldn't argue against the fact that this blog has, at some point, serve it's proclaimed purposes.
but I would argue if I was told that it's job is not yet completed.
As a matter of fact, it is.

And here is why I have taken a few days to think about it.
obviously it is not as easy as math, which takes just a few seconds.
Anyway, why is it's job here finished?


Because that chapter of my life has ended.
As a matter of fact, it has ended half a year ago.
Guess it just took me that long to realize.

You see.
Most of what, or rather, most of who that makes up that part of my life,
isn't a part of it anymore.

Sad? Maybe.
I wouldn't say I am sad.
Neither am I regretful.
I'm just a little grateful, not in the ironic way, but in the proper way.


What about the next part of my life?
Am I gonna create a new blog for it?
Maybe, but most probably not.

I suppose I have gone through enough to ensure I wont slide off the path of life again
but It's too soon to say that, right?


I suppose this is the end then.
I will be going through past posts, especially those that has hidden meanings
Then i would, in a different font, type out what they meant. And who they were for
I guess most of them doesn't make any difference anymore.
So its doesnt really matter.



And as usual.
I have one last song to post....

Like I said, none of my posted songs have no meaning
if you cant read chinese, go translate it.
After all, it might relate to you.


This is initially a love song
but it could be related to other things
and in my context, it related to 友情
So I edited a bit of it.



曾沛慈: 傻瓜
专辑: 星光二班-大人气(预购抢听版)

其 实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说
其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故 作软弱撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭
傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱 上了我不保留

傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情友情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一 样
却又再一次受伤
傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会 有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜
其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故 作软弱撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭
傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱 上了我不保留
傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情友情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却 又再一次受伤
傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代 价只是一句傻瓜

傻瓜我 们都一样
被爱情友情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤
傻瓜我 们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句
傻瓜


我能看着你们安心地过日子，就很满足了。
Thanks for going through that part of my life with me.
Things will never ever change from now on.
So lets keep it that way :)
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~Alexan Ong Wei Xiang.
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