this word kept on coming into my mind last night
so i decided to post about it
maybe it wants me to reflect abit, maybe share too?
(also why i couldnt sleep last night)
CHERISH

Funny, coz after thinking much yesterday
i realised i had loads of miss out with this word...
many enough to make this post huge

i can start from the day my memory starts
hmmmm

When i was 12
at primary six
maybe i should have spent the time talking to Tun Jun
instead of bullying him everyday...
agree much?
this is one point i should think about with the topic
"cherish"

When i was 13
Secondary one
i should have cherished Jian
not side Eric all the way
though we became close friends in the end. still though it would be better

Maybe i should have cherished those days i spent
being "best friends" with someone + someone
in the end, we three still went different ways
one remembered me, the other didnt even come to send me off
sometimes i wonder what the word
"best friend"
really means, is it...

A friend for a season
A friend for a reason
or A friend for a life

by reading this, should make it it obvious who he is

Maybe i should cherish more
of the time i was with her
not just about thinking too much
so what if many guys are after her?
wheres the trust?
gone, maybe....
she went off with another guy in the end
and u lose your time
not worth it ehh?
maybe she just came into your life to pass u the message of God
to introduce u to Christianity
maybe she truly liked u
but does it matter? its all over now
coz u didn't cherish

Many of these, i think
are related to the topic of "thinking too much"
coz hey, u quarrelled with your first "best friend" in secondary school
and became "arch" enemies didnt u
she said she thinks u like her
u could just say no
why talk back?
Makes u brave? makes u stand out?
no, nothing at all
just make u suffer

Do u really hate her sooooo much?
even to the extend of calling her a bitch?
or is it just a way u wanted to vent of ur anger of what YOU have done
yes. not exactly her fault ehh?
she definitely played in the part of accusation
but u played in the part of thinking too much.

decided to stay as a christian even all is over
got along with the cell in a short time
you tried to cherish it
you've only started to come to your sense at the age of 15
but its all too late
you are moving away
you are going off
a family where u felt safe in is about to part from you
or rather, u are about to part from them
whats there that u can do? NOTHING
now cherishing came up with another buddy called memory
guess what? memory is hostile
and u aint getting any better with it

also started to find friends that care
in the same situation
too bad, you are leaving
sai-yo-nara
thinking of every opportune way to spend time with em
but still, time is short
gained more memories

in many people's term
memories are good
but counting me in
there are other minorities that don't agree so.

Though mostly immature
one thing i find good about the people in aussie is
they can live without such things
coz its either they haven't experience it before
or their environment doesn't provide reasons of such

Cherish...
is it in your daily life now?
or are u taking it for granted?

maybe when the time comes for u to realize
it maybe be too late...