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Click on the link on top to find out~ Well, its a reference-less illustration of my favourite emo-spot in Singapore
New Song-
Renee intorduced to me and i love it!!!
(current track)




they asked my to bow to their idol as a respect when i came in, instead, i walked straight into a room where i normally will be at to avoid them. on the way there, i was stopped by them, but my sister pushed me on, but still, we could not escape. Reluctantly bowed down and went off pissed. when my cousin came in after that, he asked me something, i forgot. then i replied,

"being forced to come to this shit place?" (not in full content)
Cousin - "Hey, We brought you guys here hoping for at least a little respect u know?"
*Auntie calls them to go out for their 'talks'*
Cousin went out of the room, pissed.

part of me told me did the right thing to say out how i felt about being forced to do all these things,
the other part just feels bad as ive pissed my cousin off. well, after all, he's the only one i felt quite okay to get along with here... haix...

as the way my auntie came in and call my cousins out is quite weird, my sis suspects she is angry with her, well, its true. when we went out after that, my auntie scolded my sis as she pushed me on in the beginning, i think she saw it

she put it in a way that...

"WeiXiang wanted to turn back, and u pushed him on"

i didnt wan to turn back...
at that point of time, i could've talked back at them and helped my sis...
...
...
i didnt...
i just couldnt do it...
cant explain it, u can say im a coward, an ass, a loser, wadever. fact is, i just cant...
sorry jie...

As their speeches went on after that, my brother came in and sat down, he said
"i dont like here"
My sister n i stared at each other, surprised
we always thought my brother loves coming here
Sis- "Why?"
"Coz very BOORING..."

then if im right, my sis asked if he likes aus, he said no
coz he's school mates bullies him.
he told me his class mates told him " I dont like you!"
=(
then my sis told me how sad his face will aways be when we leave him in school every morning...
moreever, the way i treats him at home, those ignoring and attitudes
kind of feel bad now...
maybe he isnt really a blood relate to me, but he did change parts of my life...
maybe its time i change how i treat him...
thinking of all these... haix...

~ele