Went back to the only place i felt like im with my family today, church...

**Todays service, we sang

Rain Down
You are all i want? (not sure)
forgot le...

The sermon notes are up there, pardon me for my stupid hand writing
The speaker, Senior Pastor Vincent Lun talked about the promised land and how long it took for them to go there. (all info is up there, do read)

Few things that had sudden effect on my today, as the sermon was preached

~A lesson on God's Timing (Exodus 13: 17-18)
Im Leaving end of this month coz God set this time for me... Hmm, answers my question on why im leaving so soon

~A lesson on Attitude(Exodus 16: 6-12)
I should not grumble about my leaving though its painful, The Lord has provided me with so much more, who i am to deny this destiny for me?

~A lesson on Provision(Exodus 16)
God has given my family enough things to survive in Aus, i should be thankful

~A lesson on Destiny(Numbers 13-14)
Why think about being an outcast there? i am who i am, i am what ive been made for. If people there were to think me as an outcast in race, i wont care, becoz i will oni be trapped in their lies, but free in my life

~A lesson on God's presence(Exodus 33: 12-16)
Im sure this is the most true thing i can say, God will be beside me through my troubles and times there, if he would not go, i wont either...

**During cell

We had dinner and went up for cell. WE shared about how our walk with God has been, i think im the most disgraceful one of them all coz ive been backsliding alot... i asked Jon Oh idf i can skip and managed to get away with it... we later then talked about the disaster going around China and Mayamar ( think spell wrong).... About the death tolls and the stupid government that does not require outsider help. We then went to NO GOSSIPING or TRY NOT to Gossip... Then we wrote on a list on the people we had problems with in the cell... its confidential.


**After Cell
Went to McCafe and had coffee. I think im addicted to coffee , ever since i had the cup of starbucks coffee in VivO on Tuesday!!! Yum!!!


**Todays afermath...
I realli feel like leaving home when i leave Singapore, Though im leaving with my family, i dun think i can consider them as a family( later details) I can say, HaiSingCell has been a very nice and better family compared to the one at home. they are caring people... Very nice too.... One of my most regretful thing to leave behind when i leave...
(PS Renee- U are losing a CellMate, Im losing a Family...)